17 years behind and unfortunately still alive. Depression, anxiety, self-hate, self-harm, social anxiety, zero self-confidence, loneliness, perfectionism and other spices of life. I'd need to be my own hero, because the people I can't live without, can definitely live without me but I can't be a hero for someone I hate this much.
My heart and my world got broken in the end of last year and I've been fucking suicidal since then. I am so broken, depressed, indifferent and a horrible person that I feel that nothing can save me from killing myself anymore.
Latest cut: 8th Jan, 2014